I've Tied My Heart On Yours

Biela , my name goes like that . Raising in a happy accomodation is fun . Neighbours , friends are quite fascinating . I've got a friend , I mean , bestfriend . We were playing hide and seek together , studying together , playing kites together . Its the best memories I ever had . His name , was Adam . Yes , Adam .

Just about one fine day , with a great wind flewed my hair up . Adam and me was sitting beneath a small tree on top of the hill . We always spend our time here , having a small chat and jokes wouldn't be miss . I've got a news for Adam , but I was a little bit scared , if he would get upset . So , I just keep it for a while . I couldn't bare to see those eyes were staring so hard and serious when I tell this kind of news . With the courage of my own heart , I finally spilt it out . " Adam , I'm going to Singapore . I'll leaving here by tomorrow on 9 . " I say . " Tomorrow ? How come ? Why didn't you tell me earlier ? Why now ? We were sitting here for hours and now you were saying it ? " his smile turns to a ' tornado ' for me . " I'm sorry , its my dad . We've to follow him due to his work . Actually , everytime I want to tell you this , I'm afraid you might turns mad . I'm scared . " my mouth slowly mummering . Adam just stared at me , and with smile he tapped on my shoulder and say ' Don't worry , nothing gonna change . " Then , he just walk away without saying anything . He left me his favourite phone strap behind . I know this will happen .

The time has finally arrived , finally appear . I went to Adam's house to give him my farewell , but he isn't there . Aunt Lisa said , he left the house early in the morning . But , he wrote me a letter , which he ask me to read as soon as I arrived Singapore . I keep the letter inside of my black sweater . It was a great sorrow . My bestfriend were not here when the time has come for me to departure .Sorrow , I had just now . But , be strong Biela . Maybe he is too hurt , yup , you didn’t tell him , of course .

Singapore , new city , new people , new residency , new weather . Its fun-ish . As I step at my new house , I can smell the freshness of the new house . I started to put my clothes on the new closet , put the new bedsheets , tidy up the room . I remove my laptop from the bag and put it on the table reserved for me . I press the ON button and . After a few minutes , my account appear and I typed out the password . The desktop appear and the great sorrow suddenly smashed myself . The desktop wallpaper , it was a photo of Adam and me . That photo , we were sitting under the tree and we was eating apples that time . It was a fun , a great smile inscribed in his lips . I can see , he really enjoy the happiness that time . I really miss him a lot . I remember the letter that he gave . I grabbed the letter and started to open the envelope . The letter goes like this :

Dear Biela , the super duper hyper bestfriend .

I’m sorry I doing this to you . I just can’t accept the fact you leaving me . In fact , only you are my only bestfriend since we were little kid . Do you remember , when we were young , we usually sit under the small tree and eating apples ? And sometimes , we play kites and I still remember when your kite were stucked on the tree . You were sad , because it was your first kite . So , I promise you , I made a new one just for you . Your face , I still remember , full with smile , full with happiness . I really miss that moment you know . Friend , I know , its hard for you to accept your parents decision . But , it had been made . So , don’t worry . If we were mean together , yes . We will meet again . Don’t worry ok ? I’m sure nothing will separate us as long as you put your heart on mine , and I put mine on yours . I know you , Biela . You are someone who never give up and always trust your own instincts . So , keep it up , Biela . And remember one thing , I always with you . No matter what happen ok ? Trust me . Till we meet again .

Adam .

Adam , thanks for understand my feelings . I always know . You were right here , in my heart . But , you said super duper hyper bestfriend ? How come I can put my heart lies on yours and yours on mine ? Its really make me confused . I let it be . I think , its enough no to cooped with it much .

As the day going , I started my own day in new school . New school , new environment . A little bit unsual at the first place . But , here . It the best place to found the bestfriend . Day by day leaving , I started to forgot about Adam . I’m not even think about him due to my own fully furnished life here . I enjoy my gay of life . Yes , I forget him . I cruel ? I don’t even know .

One day , my new bestfriend who was my neighbour named Syeera , ask me a very shocked question . “ Biel , do you have a great bestfriend when you were in your used-to-be town ? “ I smile , and replied “ Yup , I had . Once . He was a great friend . His name was Adam . I’ve been friending with him since we were little kid . He was a great friend of me . He really understands me . And I remember , his last words . I’m sure nothing will separate us as long as you put your heart on mine , and I put mine on yours . Emm . “ “ He love you ! Yes , he love you , Biel . “ Syeera said with full spirit of her . “ No , he don’t . He didn’t express his love towards me . How come you can said he love me ? “ I objected it hardly . “ Yes , don’t you realize it yet ? He express it . In the words . And do you remember , you have tell me that you bestfriend were mad when you were deciding to move here ? Its Adam right ? “ Syeera said once again . I just nodded , it mean yes . “ Look , Biel . He love you , he didn’t want you to go actually . He really needs you . I know this sucks , but as you can see . A guy , can’t be a bestfriend to a girl forever . It must be , a slightly love feeling . Babe , trust me . The feelings exist right ? Right here in your heart . “ Syeera tapped my chest . Syeera walk in and say “ Remember what I told you just now . You still got time . Express it . “ She waved .

What Syeera were saying is right . I must think of something . But , how come ? I’ve not been calling or texting messages with him for 2 years . Really regret . The next day , I was sitting in room . Preparing for my next History test . While I was studying , mum called out my name . She say , I have a guest . A guest from far far away . So , I walk out from the room and walk down to the stairs / .I saw a guy , wearing a black T-Shirt . Hey , I recognize that shirt . It was a birthday present from me for Adam . I stepped closer to take a good peek . He stand up and say “ Miss me ? “

Its been 2 years , I’ve leaving you . Its been 2 years , I didn’t contact you and also its been 2 years , I’ve lied to my own feelings . I can’t take it . I really miss Adam . Totally . “ Adam ! You here ! Really ! Am I dreaming ? Somebody pinch me ! “ I say . He pinch my cheek and laugh . “ No , you’re not . Me , Adam . We right here standing in front you . I told you , if we were meant together , no matter what , nothing can separate us . Am I ? “ He smile . His killer smile , I really adored it since I was a little kid . “ Adam , how come you know I was staying here ? Besides , I didn’t tell anybody about my new house in Singapore . “ its confusing me a little . “ Well , its easy . Syeera . Syeera was my buddy on Facebook . I known her for 6 months . I saw your photo in her album . So , I asked her . She tell everything . I also tell her , how closed we are when you were staying in your used-to-be town . Its fun . “ He replied with hug on my hand .

“ Biela , actually . I was waiting for this moment . Will you , Biela , accept me as your boyfriend ? I admit , I was too stupid . I hide my own feelings towards you . Now , I’m here , Biela . I tell you , I don’t want to lose you once again . 2 years its enough for my sufferness and sorrowness . Its hard , Biela . Living without you . I always sit under our small tree , hoping that I will see you was walking towards the hill . I always hoping , I can see your smile . “ He grabbed my hand . He smile . His both eyes , were like a glass . I can see teardrops falling like a precious germs that hard to be found . Its priceless . I adore you , Adam .

“ Adam , thank you . I also now realize , how much empty I am , when you were not besides me . I miss the apples you always brought for me . I miss our small tree and I miss your hand-made kite . I really miss those such thingy . You know , Adam . I almost forgetting you . I’m sorry . I was too paranoid , I always follow my heart saying without thinking . Lust keep ghosting me . “ I cry . I can’t stop my tears . It went dropping . I feel the warm , of his hands . I feel the beat , of his heart . Every second , every minutes . I always hope mine will be the same too . Well , its our story . A great story to be shared . And I always remember the last words he used when we were sitting under a small tree in Singapore Park . “ I’ve tied my heart on yours , have you done it on mine ? “

Love , to precious to be hide . To priceless to be lie . To hard to be thrown away . To soft to be forget . Love isn’t a feeling that born when a person like each other in the first met , but love can also exist in the long friendship . Friendship is love , love is friendship . I thanked to my friendship relationship which its been transformed to love relationship .